Looking Back at My Boyhood Memories

by Syafiq Azhari



Two days at grandpa’s house remind me of my boyhood memories. There was my play ground, my first tamiya car was bought by my brother and modified by my cousin...It was an awesome feeling to have a toy of my dream...I can’t even build the car myself, but luckily my brother did…when my cousins were around, hide and seek became our favorite ‘business’ except for myself…I was a bit coward back then and always avoid myself being alone..When I was a boy, I’m afraid of being alone because so many things will come out from my mind especially ghost things (but not anymore, I guess).

When everyone slept, and it was raining at night, I’ll always cry whenever I heard the thunder and lightning flash struck into my room…I will spontaneously pray and swear to God that I’ll be a good boy…and I cried under the pillow because I don’t want my dad to hear me…I wanted to be a hero in his eyes and a hero won’t cry a lot…Sometimes, when my dad wasn’t around, I’ll beg my mom that I want to sleep in her room because I was afraid of the dark…

After school, I’ll just stay at my grandpa’s house and never go out like my other friends. I don’t know why, but I’ll rather watch the TV and fall asleep. TV and sleep were the only two things in my head. I’ll never miss my ‘tidur tengahari’ and will only wake up when my grandma called me for ‘air milo n biskut jagung’…haha…I really miss that moment...every day at 5pm, my parents will fetch me and sitting in the car for about half an hour was a big wait as I wasn't keen on other things but my bicycle..my day won’t be perfect without touching and riding on my little green bicycle. .when I think back, wasn’t that so boring? Wandering around on my bicycle back and forth, everyday…but that was a kid’s life, it was pretty fun…i’ll speed up, hold my head up high and feel the breeze…and then did it again and again..Sometimes, I’ll explore the places and always have the belief: as long as I’m with my bicycle, nothing can stop me...and to be honest, I don’t really have many friends and it might be because I was a shy boy and will never greet other boys except some of my neighbours..I wasn’t an arrogant boy or being selfish… I knew myself…it was just I didn’t know how to start…how to start making friends…

First from the right..with my cousins..huhu

Si baju hijau tersimpul malu sambil menggigit jarinya..^_^

With my mom and younger siblings

Abah, I want to be the best!

Dah tua dah Syafiq ni..


Ki bagi hadiah..kata ape?.."terima kasih ki"..

Selamat Hari Raya! Ampunkan saya mak & abah

First day sekolah...mak, anak mak ni dah besar!

That was the story of twelve years ago…the memories of my boyhood will remain forever…and I have to be grateful because I was growing in a great family, great surrounding, great support and everything was great…I’ll never forget those memories, those people around me… and I’m not a kid anymore…I have to think like an adult because I have the responsibility…I must learn on how to adapt on new surrounding quickly…treat every problem with care, not too emotional in making decisions and think twice before making any action...I must stand firm and stick to my own principles and can’t just imitate other people when their actions are obviously wrong… and I only have about two weeks preparing myself before embark on a new journey of my life…I am a bit nervous, not because I’m a coward…and it has nothing to do with physical preparations…I just can’t explain it with words…because only God knows…am hoping that everything will going to be smooth…thanks for those moral supports…pray for me, pray for my friends, pray for our success..Amin

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11 comments:

ibnuazlan said...

Sape tu? Mustahil tu Syafiq Azhari! Terlalu suci wajahnya. TIDAK! Aku tak percaya! TIDAAAAAKK!!!

c|pan^_^ said...

alalalala comelnyaa...
=p

hudasaffry said...

haha, cute :D

ChE AtEn♥♥ said...

eh comeeelnyaaa~
kalo jumpa dulu neh konfem2 dh amik jd adik angkat, hahaha =D

Syafiq Azhari said...

to aiman : ok..takpe..bile kte jumpe ek? hehe

to sally n huda (wah wah): 12 tahun dlu...

to fatin : yeke..asal x ckp awal2 dlu...hahaha...spe lagi tua?

Farihin Asnur said...

Syafiq nangis!!! wahhhh. haha. xpe2, always hero in ur dad's eyes;)

Soon u'll make a car insyaAllah..

Yep, skrg dah bsr. dah x blh leka. Skrg mase kite jage mak ayah>_< Salam..

Syafiq Azhari said...

@ faas : nangis bukan sebarang nangis..nangis sbb tktkn kilat xpe..tu mmg biasa..hahha

huhu, do pray for me..neway, yup..mase utk belajar btul2..xnk main2 lagi..

Thanks a lot to Miss Faas.. ^_^

ibnuazlan said...

Letak gambar yang dah besar, nak banding sket. hehe...

Amemerudin Abey said...

nanti buat kesah kite di
edward 103 lak
hahaha

AmmarX said...

alahai. sedih plak post kali ni. haha. makin besar, makin banyak tanggungjawab. kita kena sedar 2.

Syafiq Azhari said...

to ame: no hal ame..first week kat sne kite explore dlu..hahaha

to ammar: btul2..jdlah insan yang berbudi pekerti lagi bertanggungjawab..hahaha